Homecoming :)

So Last weekend was Granger's homecoming.
Granger sadly lost the homecoming game (doesn't really surprise me, the football team kinda sucks lol)
It was really fun. Homecoming day was really busy. I didn't sleep at all that night really. I was way to excited. I woke up at like 7:30 am (yeah sleeping in to pass time totally worked out...:P) I showered hoping to pass time. (didn't work etheir)
I started doing my hair Way to early and was ready to go two hours early. Haha. So I was on the computer for like ever waiting to go. Finally it was time to go. I answerd the door and my nerd was there(he looked very nice I might add)
His sister took us to the park to take pictures. Trying to get garrett to take a serious picture is like trying to teach a dog to speak english. LOL. He kept messing around, how we manged to get some good ones I dunno...but we did.
We had dinner at the craker barrell. It was way yummy. Even though I got what Avery always made me crave Chicken nuggets and french fries w/ranch. That's all I wanted when I was preg. And I guess that is still my thing.
The dance it's slef was amazing. Alot of my friends were there. I danced with a few.
What I really enjoyed though was the part of the dance when Garrett and I took a break from dancing, And I just talked to him. I love talking to Garrett. He's the best friend a girl could have.
I also loved how on the wall there was a bunch of stars of everybody at the dance. I of course took mine. It's hanging on my wall now.
It was awesome. I can't wait for the next dance. XD

A year Ago...

It's werid to think a year ago yesterday I was oblivous to the fact that I had concived the most beautiful baby. A year ago I was so naive and lost. I just lived life. A year ago yesterday Avery Didn't have a beating heart yet, She was just a egg. It's crazy. I was pregnant, this time last year. And I didn't find out until october. It's sometimes hard to believe I ever was pregnant. Sometimes it sheems so surrel.
I can't believe how far I've come since then. I know who I am now. I know where I'm going. And I can only thank my beautiful birthdaughter for that. I miss her everyday. But now that pain is numb. I've learned to live with a broken heart. And it's okay...Because I'm strong. I know the choice I made for her was the right one.

Life these days

Wow, where do I start? Have I have ever said how weird and kinda scary how fast time flys? Midterms, are this week.. wow..But I'm doing great in school! my lowest grade is a b+(in math of course). Homecoming is this week I'm really excited. My boyfriend is awesome. It was so cute today in class, I always say my heart is broken. And I was drawing a heart, and Garrett drew one and gave It to me. It was a mended heart, and it had a band aid on it. I had to say it made me really happy. I'm glad I have my best friend,(boyfriend) by my side fighting this heartache with me. We have been together three months on thrusday.
I have so much homework all the time it's insane. But I'm glad im going the places I want to go. I actually by the end of the year have enough credits to graduate. But I'm going to do my sr year for the experiance. When I'm done with high school I know for a fact I'm going to major in social work. I've been seeing a career person to help me on my journey through college.
Everyday is a new journey, Everyday is a new trial. But I know having faith will get me through.
I love my family, I love my friends.
This is life. And this is me :)

HEY!!

Yep I'm still alive, Sorry I haven't written for awhile,
School has started, and i've been really really busy.
But I'll do my best to blog more often...
:)