I'm so excited, My mom just bought my ticket to colorado next weekend.
This means, I get to see my angel :) I've missed that tiny soul so much!!
I can't wait to see how big she is, (even though i want her to stay little forever)
I love that girl, and i miss her. I saw a little girl the other day at the mall. she was picking out christmas ordaments with her mom and dad. I rememberd when I did that when I was little. I couldn't help but shed a few tears. And cried on Garrett's shoulder who knows how many times I've done that now. I still have my moments of loss when I cry for her. But now it's almost a happy memory. I look back and smile. Avery changed me for the better. And her memory is one of my most happyist.
I can't also wait to see Avery's parents, They have such a big part of my heart. There amazing wonderful people! I picked a great couple for my girl. I miss them also.
I'm very glad next weekend I'll get to see them.
Wow, I can't believe how fast time is flying! I'm the birthmom of an almost six month year old. I've also been in a relationship with my Garrett for about six months. My jr year is half way over also... wow. I must say though, I love were my life is going!
I'm so happy, And im so very excited!!
I LOVE YOU sweet AVERY!!!!! I can't wait to hold you

Well, I think it's safe to say I'm officaly slaking on my blog.
I'm going to do my best to keep up with this. It's just hard to decide what to talk about. I've considerd just making a blog about me. And having two blogs. But i'm not sure.
October was hard, Because of so many memories that came back to me. I hit a downward spirl. But i'm okay now.
Well, sorry for the short post. But i'm still alive and will try to blog more!