My mission

In this life I feel like there is many purposes for each of us, And I feel so strongly like this my purpose Two years ago I placed my baby, I feel like now it's my job to help unite adoptive couples to birthmothers. This is what im going to dedicate my life too, I start school this august. I love adoption, and six years from now I will have my degree. I will persue caseworking. I'm so excited to start doing the thing I love most. I'm so passionate about adoption. I'm excited!!

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Dear Avery, I have a lot in my heart right now, a lot i need to say, I still miss you everyday, your still always in my heart, And for the first time in a long time, I'm really scared. Life is coming at me so fast. It all seems to be a large blur. I closed another book my darling. I did it, I survived high school. I faced my challenges. and now a new set is upcoming I feel so lost, and yet so excited. I guess I just want you to know at this moment. I placed you two years ago, It still breaks my heart. And you are growing up so fast! But from the placement, You wern't the only one who was able to grow. I'm doing good my princess, I graduated, I'm going to college soon, I have an amazing decent paying job, And im preparing to become a wife. Thank you Avery. You are such a mircle. I can't say how many times you have saved me. Just thinking of you makes me smile. I love you so much, wish me luck on the next chapeter of my life. I will move forward with you always in my heart. love, mama C

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I know I'm a blog slacker :( sorry don't really have much time to do anything.
Wow, don't really even know what to type because there has been so much going on.
well i guess I'll start with the biggest thing.
I'm engaged,
now before you judge I know what your thinking.
Eighteen? isn't she to young.
I don't think age defines love at all.
He is my best friend.
I have been dating him for the past two years, best friends for longer,
He knows me inside and out, up and down, there isn't anyone I can even begin to see spending the rest of my life with. He has held my hand through the most hardest part of my life, And was the birthfather to Avery when she didn't have one.
GARRETT is amazing, :) I'm so honored that he chose me to share his life with. I'm very excited and ecstatic to be his wife.
It's a long engagement,
We are getting married next July, Not this July lol.. next July
I'm happy with my man :)
yay so that's the biggest thing right now! and my little girl will be TWO!! in like two months! oh my goodness! i can't believe how big that princess is. :D I miss her, and hope to see her soon.