waiting

Nobody told me these last few weeks of my pregnancy would be so crazy,
At least i know one thing. Avery most certainly takes after me, stubborn.
Everytime I think or feel like im going to labor she changes her mind. I mean come on little girl whats so great about being in my tummy??
I felt so bad because this weekend I felt like my water had broken and no it hadnt.
My poor adoptive couple got to wyoming then had to turn around. And as soon as they got to bck to denver I started having intense contractions.
LOl go figure.
In a way it's a mind game, the days are going by ever so slowly. And what drives me more insane is that I'm coming so close to holding my beautiful baby girl.
But knowing her, she's going to come when I least expect it.
Sigh...
All well,
I've waited almost nine months...at the most ill be waiting at least three weeks.
three weeks?? ugh...feels like forever!!!
I'm also extremly grateful to my mom, she has been such a big support through all this. I wouldn't have been able to make it without her. She has been such a strength...:)
well theres really nothing left to do but wait.
Come on little girl!!! were awesome out here!!
We all can't wait to meet you.

hello.

Coming close, 35 weeks....
In two weeks I'm full term, A big part of me is trying to hold my heart in place. But that smaller part that knows I'm doing the right thing Is keeping it all together.
In about four weeks or less The little baby girl that kicks, and moves inside me. Will be in my arms looking up at me. For the most bittersweet two days of my life.
I'm glad my adoptive couple is so amazing, If they wernt I would not be able to do this.
Well otherwise I'm okay,
Haha...I moved into a new house, And the whole basement flooded...ugh. Crazy.
Nine people on one floor. It's insane....
The other night I took my blood sugar and it read 481 of course I freaked out, And my mom took me to the hospital. And there when they took my blood sugar it was only 123, Apparently I just had sugar on my finger. LOL I felt so dumb!!
nothing really has happened. just thought I should write something it's been awhile....